Fall In love when you're ready!

Hi my left behind diary,

I really want to admit that I was a fool for letting someone so cruel back into my life and spent another year torturing and stabbing my heart. He was so cool, so down to earth. I was thinking that I couldn't find one like him no more.

He's acting like 2 years spent with me is like..... 2 weeks. He's now planning to get another girl. And from what I heard, he has 3. I don't know what to say anymore. It's already hurt when he said that I only bring him trouble.

God, I beg you please find him someone better than me to look after him. I am so scared that she would someday destroy him from inside. I know I'm not perfect but I loved him perfectly. I know I look so dumb typing with my keyboard telling all my stories so the world would know what I'm feeling right now, it's not like I don't have someone to talk to, it's just... I love to share.

Maybe there are millions of girls tonight who feel the same way.
Well girls, good luck and move your butt of that damn chair. It's broken, and even if you fix it, it will still make you fall to the ground, make you look even dumber. Get a new one, a luxury, cozy, comfortable one. I maybe still don't have it, but, I don't think I want to search for it, let it search for me. Maybe I want to put my butt there on the market again, but only when I'm ready.

Fall in love when your heart is ready, not when you're lonely.

Fin.