Our Song

I will always be remembering this beautiful song. You play the guitar while your singing perfectly. I won't forget your romantic glares too. But sometimes, we sing Lady Antebellum's Need You Now too, remember?

Marc Velasco - Ordinary Song

Just an ordinary song
To a special girl like you
From a simple guy
Who's so in love with you

I may not have much to show
No diamonds that glow
No limousines
To take you where you go.

But if you ever find yourself
Tired of all the games you play
When the world seems so unfair
You can count on me to stay
Just take some time
To lend an ear
To this ordinary song

Just an ordinary song
To a special girl like you
From a simple guy
Who's so in love with you

I don't even have the looks
To make you glance my way
The clothes I wear
May just seem so absurd

But deep inside of me is you
You give life to what I do
All those years may see you through
Still I'll be waiting here for you
If you have time
Please lend an ear
To this ordinary song

Just an ordinary song
To a special girl like you
From a simple guy
Who's so in love with you.

Thank You

Dika, aku kangen sama kamu. Aku kangen sama kehangatan kamu kalo kamu meluk aku. Kamu panggil sayang, nada kamu, senyum kamu.
Ini cuma mimpi, kan? Kamu bakal balik kan sama aku, sayang? Aku inget kamu suka becanda sendiri nggak jelas banget.
Aku galau seharian kalau kamu sakit. Aku berusaha ngejagain kamu, aku berusaha gimana pun caranya supaya kamu sembuh, jadi kamu nggak akan ketinggalan pelajaran.
Aku masih inget waktu minggu UAS kamu sakit, tapi aku nggak peduli. Aku ngejagain kamu terus maunya aku. Ngeliatin kamu tidur, ngasih kamu makan, aku kangen banget.
Semoga kamu bisa nemuin orang yang lebih baik. Lagian Fikri pernah bilang, sayang nggak harus memiliki. Tapi boleh kan aku ngejagain kamu waktu sakit kayak dulu? Aku sayang banget sama kamu, sayang banget.
Maafin aku ya kalo aku egois. Aku nggak pernah bermaksud buat nyakitin kamu, babyboo.

Makasih udah jagain aku selama ini, makasih udah ngejalanin amanat yang mama aku dalam mimpi kamu sampein, buat ngejagain aku. Mama aja nggak pernah masuk ke dalam mimpi aku. Aku yakin kamu itu manusia yang dikirim Allah, dititipin buat ngejagain aku. Karena kamu tau, aku orangnya pecicilan, ya kan? Hehe.

This is very hurt, yes. I can't stop crying everyday, right.
I always thought that it's impossible to get back to you again. To fall in your arms again.
But I'll always pray to God.
for His kindness to give me a chance to get back to you, or to find someone better for you, better than I did.

Andika, I love you.

Confessions

To the best (ex)boyfriend in the World

I knew this day would come. When my heart will be filled with loneliness, no warmness, and tears. I knew I will sing Taylor Swift's song, Breathe again. I have to breathe without you, I know it's very hard, but I must.

He's breaking up with me since 16th June, 2012. Even though this is my first year, I have to be strong. I know someday we'll meet again somehow. When I couldn't keep my tears, thank God I have friends covering my face.

I saw his phone, he chat with his ex-crush, and I can see they're getting closer and closer. I can't bear my jealousy. I still love him, though. I'm sorry, it's not that easy forgetting 1 year moments with you. I love you, I am, and I will, forever.

Sincerely,
a Hypophrenian