Long Distance Wish

I finally figured things out. I need to throw all of my garbage, giveaway my eligible bath gels or.. some clothes to needy ones. And that would make it.

But something isn't perfectly right here, I am going to have long distance relationship! That's what frightens me the most. Well not just me, all the couples here, in my school. I did say that was OK for me, but it is not.

How am I suppose to live without him? I know my ambition is to become fierce, independent, and multi-tasking woman, with dignity, but he took care of my everything. If I can go to college, I must thank him for helping me all my way there. And his mom, his family is so kind to me, I don't even know all of 'em, but they're nice.

Can you believe a woman you don't know--you haven't met her buy you clothes? It was just because my boyfriend's mom told her about me and it seemed like they liked me. I really appreciate that kind of affection-showing. No one treated me like that before. I feel loved, and cared when I am with you. You don't let me take a cab alone when in fact now I am a big girl and turning 18.

I am so thankful to have you. Two years of it is priceless.

I love you my aero-thingy-engineer. I hope we can meet again someday. I'm overseas studying to become an architect, then you go there bringing a diamond ring, ask me if I want to marry you. I will never ever ever I even pinky swear it now, say no. I will straightly say YES, I DO! I DO WANT TO HAVE KIDS WITH YOU! And hug you, and we will get married, and we will have honey moon in Tahiti. That's my dream. I hope it will come true.

Nighty night, I have to pack my things and get my but hell out of here. Toodles!

Where I belong, is with you

liquid of sea salts
become dry as the sun shines
runs out of energy
get eaten by the mat

sleep sleep my little girl
you can't ride a cab alone
we're distanced but we're so close
I'm in London you're in Rome

mailman can't reach you
even though he rode the bike for two
shed tears in the middle of the day
you're in pain

this ain't a song nor a poem
equilibrium gets us along
you're the milk and I'm the coffee
I'll kiss your cheek
when we're home

frightened when the lights off
handle the world alone
sorry I'm not there you know
but I'll see you soon

this ain't a song nor a poem
equilibrium gets us along
you're the milk and I'm the coffee
I'll kiss your cheek
when we're home..........