Long Distance Wish

I finally figured things out. I need to throw all of my garbage, giveaway my eligible bath gels or.. some clothes to needy ones. And that would make it.

But something isn't perfectly right here, I am going to have long distance relationship! That's what frightens me the most. Well not just me, all the couples here, in my school. I did say that was OK for me, but it is not.

How am I suppose to live without him? I know my ambition is to become fierce, independent, and multi-tasking woman, with dignity, but he took care of my everything. If I can go to college, I must thank him for helping me all my way there. And his mom, his family is so kind to me, I don't even know all of 'em, but they're nice.

Can you believe a woman you don't know--you haven't met her buy you clothes? It was just because my boyfriend's mom told her about me and it seemed like they liked me. I really appreciate that kind of affection-showing. No one treated me like that before. I feel loved, and cared when I am with you. You don't let me take a cab alone when in fact now I am a big girl and turning 18.

I am so thankful to have you. Two years of it is priceless.

I love you my aero-thingy-engineer. I hope we can meet again someday. I'm overseas studying to become an architect, then you go there bringing a diamond ring, ask me if I want to marry you. I will never ever ever I even pinky swear it now, say no. I will straightly say YES, I DO! I DO WANT TO HAVE KIDS WITH YOU! And hug you, and we will get married, and we will have honey moon in Tahiti. That's my dream. I hope it will come true.

Nighty night, I have to pack my things and get my but hell out of here. Toodles!